1 year has passed

In loving memory of Brian Ouimet
October 19, 1950 - January 27, 2013
In memory of a loving husband and father.
It has been 1 year today, that you went away.
Lonely is the home without you.
Life to us is not the same.
All the world would be like Heaven, If we could have you back again.
We love you and miss you always,
Linda, Sara and Buddy

JANUARY

This has being the worst month of my life, all I can do is think about is you,My heart pains ,my head hurts
and all want is for you to be with me, and I know this will never happen. I want to scream, does anyone care
I don't think so , If I had  one wish it would be that we would be together in heaven or here on earth, it really doesn't matter to me. You are my soulmate today and forever, and because of this you will live forever
Love Linda

Bringing in a New Year 2014

Bringing in a New Year  This will be a New Year, A new beginning, (but Its not,) Its a painful memory of the loss of a person I truly Loved, People tell you it will get better, Time Heals All ( its not true) I say when you lose your one true love all it does is hide the pain, make it less visible to others so they can go on , so they feel better. life does go on, does it hurt? Yes  but only for the ones that really care.  Unless you have lived the loss of your special person you will never know, The last year has been so hard, I cant even use words to explain how I feel, There has been good things that have happened to us as a family, But how do you celebrate when the most important person in your life is gone You Don't!
I will Love you Last year This year, and every eary after
Together Forever Linda

Our first Christmas without you

As Christmas fast approaches, the ache in my heart grows more painful , I try so hard to remember the happy times, but it only makes me feel more alone and sad, everyone tells you it will get better, I don't believe it I find the longer it is the more I miss you, But I try and sometimes  the memories make me smile but then the emptiness over takes me and I cry, when I go shopping I see couples together and I remember us
in life we always have this thing about first times , First steps, First Kiss, First Love, well this is one first I wish I didn't have to endure... If there was one wish this would be it,,, I love and miss you so much
Love Linda 

9 Months

Its 9 months today since Brian  passed away, and yesterday was probable one of the hardest days since he died,  Sara and I went though his clothes in the closet, everything we touched brought a smile or a tear to our  face  but mostly tears, we miss him so much, I'm thankful that my Aunt Gladys was with us to help because we really were not able to do it .Every piece every touch of his things brought with it the harsh reality that he would never wear these things again and would never be with us in this life again, but knowing
that no matter what  that his spirit and memories will always be with us, helps us get though these challenges as a family and makes us who we are a Part of him and the love he shared with us

Love Linda, Sara and Buddy

Brian would have been 63 today

Today is Brian's birthday he would have been 63.  He never expected or wanted much,
We would have probably went to the Casino he always liked to go there, and I would have made him his favorite cake, with  custard  between the layers, I miss him so much Its so hard to be with someone for half your entire life and then for them to be gone a part of  you is also gone  Days that you would normally celebrate , now are just days that you feel sad and alone and empty because the person who made it all worth it is gone. I hope that one day we can feel that again We Miss and Love You