Restless

Today I feel restless. I have never been the type of person to have others tend to me and to not be able to do things on my own. I don't know what to do, should I talk to someone, should I watch some TV, should I play a game. Nothing is as easy as it used to be. I worry a lot now too, not so much about myself, but for Linda and my kids. This is hard for me, but I think its even harder for them.

Linda and Sara brought me down the road for a bit of a walk today, the fresh air and sunshine felt really good, it helped clear my mind a little bit. I know now though that I cannot walk far distances without some sort of assistance.