Tuesday /Sunday

Sorry to all my followers I finally got some energy today to update. This past week has been much of the same, been very tired, stressed and a bit depressed. I have been trying to keep my self busy but its hard with the holidays coming, wondering and worrying if I will still be okay to enjoy them.  My family has been very good to me this past week taking me out to the malls, helping me with my shopping and just being there for me. I really don't know what I would do without you guys, thanks again. This week is my fifth week of my treatment, I have been told that this and my last week will bring out the side affects of the treatment like being tired.I must admit it is very frustrating, I get so tired and fed up asking my self if it is all worth it. I know it sounds strange, especially being on my second last week but I guess its hard to understand how one really feels inside . I just hope and pray things will get better