A new year, but is it? We all know that this will be Brian's last year. Will he see the spring, i doubt it. I watch each day and I say to myself that this has been the worst year and a half for our family. We have had so many losses. Brian's sister Debbie passed away last January, and I think a part of Brian died then too. I watch him try and fight this terrible disease and even though I pray for a miracle, I know his fight is for us, not him. I watch the flame in his eyes turn to just a flicker of who he was. Brian is a good man, a good father, my husband and my soul mate, but I know its time, time for peace, time for him to stop fighting and to follow the light and meet his loved ones on the other side and hope that one day we will be together again forever.

Love Linda,
xoxo