How do we go on ?

When Brian passed away a part of me also died, we all knew it was going to happen but it didn't make it easier, we had struggled so much because of his changes and defects we had this dark cloud always around us not really living our time left to the fullest and we tried so hard to do the things he liked but it was so hard
I think that Brain cancer is surly one of the most unforgiving cancers taking the spirit right out of your loved one, Brian did all the right things he followed the Dr orders but all he was left with was a little time, But not the kind that gave him the opportunity to do what he wanted to do.No this cancer had to take away his independents also, It wasn't bad enough it would take his life